I just want to be alone in a box where No one can hurt me and I don’t hav to deal with anyone.
Had an amazing couple of hours :3
What will I find there? Will he be sitting there waiting to yell at me more? Will he be crying? Will he be gone? How will I survive? I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. How will I afford everything? I don’t know anything… Will his stuff be gone? Will I be happier? Will I’ll be sadder? I know for sure I’ll be lonelier. But is it better to be alone or to have the company of someone like that? I’ll never be with him again, that’s what he told me… Is that true? How awkward will it be when I do see him?
I’m Totally down! haha. I don’t know what you’d want me to say. I don’t know that much about you anymore lol, that doesn’t change how much I love you though!
Then Definitely Agreed.
..I wish this didn’t cut off.
Photos and memories are deciving.
Why do you act like that?
I NEED ANOTHER JOB.
Everything. And start over again.
It’s gonna be weird when I leave, and I will be leaving. I’ll be lonely, I’ll be lost…But I know I’ve got some friends that would do anything for me, that will have my back and take care of me until i can find some stable ground to walk on. It’s going to be too weird. What am I going to do without you? Some tell me I’ll do a whole lot better than I am now. Everyone seems to know it because of you. You know why I wont let you touch me anymore? Do you know why we really don’t have sex anymore, why i wont hold your hand or kiss you? It’s because I hate you. I don’t love you anymore, you trapped me, I might have come back if you hadn’t made me feel so pressured…now I just need to escape.
Give me a reason to fall in love
Take my hand and let’s dance
Give me a reason to make me smile
Cause I think I forgot how
I wanna fall asleep with you tonight
I wanna know that I am safe when you hold me tight
I wanna feel like I wanna feel forever
Girls need attention, and boys need us
So let’s make everybody glad
That they have each other in each others arms
Oh let’s make everybody glad
I want you.
I wanna dream away with you tonight
We can go anywhere you would like
I wanna feel how I wanna feel forever
I want you
I’m afraid that even if I do come Out of this. You won’t be there anymore. I’m fighting and I’m trying to figure it out, and the main reason is because of you.
I want a journal with a lock on it, an oldschool leather bound one. And is promise to write in it every night about what happened that day.
Why didn’t you?
This girl named Ariel only lives in memories.
Trying to find a way to escape.